If
you are one who is plagued by lack, it is possible that you may find
yourself in such astate
of confusion, with your mind so beset with a sense of fear that there
may not be asufficiency,
that sometimes you find it very hard to quiet your mind enough for a
peacefulmeditation.
But there is a way in which you can meditate, even with these
disturbingthoughts
uppermost in your consciousness, and your mind will settle down into
such apeace
and tranquility that God will be able to speak to you about supply.
Take
out a piece of money—it makes no difference what its denomination
is, whether acoin
or currency—and put it in front of you. Look at it. If you can see
what I see, you willagree
that it is as dead as a doornail—inanimate and lifeless.
If
you continue looking at this piece of money
and
proceed with your cogitations, your thought
will eventually turn to where this money
came from and how it came into your possession.
Perhaps somebody gave it to you as an expression of love or
gratitude; or if you
earned it, it represents somebody's payment to you for service of
some kind. Then you
may think of the use that will be made of it. As a piece of metal or
paper, it has no value
to you; but it can be used as a medium of exchange for marketing or
purchases of one
kind or another. You are now beginning to lose sight of this object
as money
and are gaining
the vision of its function as something useful, loving, and generous.
Soon yourmind
has gone beyond the money
itself,
and you begin to see why this money
belongs toyou.
Once
you are able to look at money in this light, you will see that far
from its supplyingyou,
it is you who supply money
with its capacities and power. By that time your mindhas
gone from the physical realm into the invisible, and peace descends,
quiet comes, anda
complete stillness in which you can receive an impartation from God
in regard to thetrue
interpretation of money.
If
you follow this procedure in regard to anything for which you have
grave concern or towhich
you are unduly attached, you will be given the correct interpretation
of it and itsfunction
in your experience. For example, whereas the acquisition of money
is
generally considered
desirable, the addiction to alcohol
is
considered evil, and yet the problem ofalcoholism
can be handled in much the same way as the problem of supply. When a person
begins to realize that alcohol
has
power neither for good nor for evil, he loses all taste
for it. This
is also true of gluttony or the tobacco habit.
True, many people would be willing
to go so far as to agree that these have no power for evil, but at
the same time,they
still think that they have power to give pleasure or satisfaction. As
long as a person
gives
them any power, however, for good or for evil, they hold him in their
grasp.
Many
alcoholics have been healed through the understanding that there is
no power for evil
in alcohol, but I have had greater success in dealing with this
particular problem by knowing
that there is no power for good in alcohol. Several
years ago a very interesting case
was brought to me by a woman who told me in great tears and
self-righteous horror that
her husband had reached the place where he refused to work, that she
had to support him,
and that he lay in bed every day of the week except on her payday
when he got up to go
out to buy his weekly supply of whisky, using her hard-earned money
to pay for it. The entire
situation was just a little bit too much for her to take any longer;
but she had become
interested in spiritual healing and wanted to know what I could do
about it spiritually.
It was pure inspiration that led me to say:
"Do
you know something? It comes to me that your husband is not an
alcoholic at all: You
are the alcoholic."
"I
don't know what you mean."
"Well,
you seem to be more afraid of alcohol than your husband is."
She
looked at me uncomprehendingly and said:
"Well,
perhaps I am. Every day I see what it is doing. My husband doesn't
think it is terrible;
he likes it."
"There's
a difference of opinion there. You really believe that alcohol is
bad, don't you?"
"I
certainly do."
"And
yet the whole basis of our work is that there is neither good nor
evil. Now what are we
going to do with that? I can put it to you this way: Suppose your
husband wanted to use
your money to buy ginger ale, would you object?"
"No,
I'd gladly go to work, and he could have all the ginger ale he
wanted."
"So,
ginger ale is good, but alcohol is evil. That is the appearance
again, and there we are back
with Adam and Eve. Now let's see who is at fault in this, your
husband or you. Your husband
thinks that alcohol is good and you think it's evil, so you're
deadlocked, I guess, and
that is where you are going to stay for a while unless you can begin
to see what I see and
that is that actually ginger ale isn't good, and whisky isn't bad,
that there is no power in
either one, if all power is in God. That's the vision and the way I
see it. God is the infinite
all-power, and besides God, there is no power for good or evil."
"Where
does that leave me? What am I supposed to do?"
"Suppose
we agree that for the next week your husband can have all the whisky
he wants, because
we know that it has no power for good and that it has no power for
evil, so we don't
care what he does with it. You go right home and tell him that you've
made a serious mistake
and that you don't think whisky is so terrible after all, and that
from now on, he can
have all he wants of it."
That
seemed to be going a little too far. She was shocked so she went
outside and sat in my
outer office for a while, but finally she decided that since nothing
else had been effective,
she would try this as an experiment, and she said to me when she came
back into
the office:
"Well,
I'm not getting anywhere this way; I can't do worse that way, so I'm
going to do it; but
it's a pretty hard thing to ask me to do."
"Try
it and see."
She went home, waiting for the proper moment, and when her husband wanted whisky, she said:
"Oh, yes, sure, here it is."
He
looked at her in surprise, but made no comment until a few days
later, when he came to
her complaining:
"You
know there is no use drinking this stuff. They're making that wartime
whisky again, and
it has no punch, no effect—there's no power to the stuff." And
that's how he was ultimately
freed. He couldn't drink it any more because it no longer gave him
the satisfaction
he had heretofore received from it.
From
my observation, I believe that the majority of alcoholics
suffer from alcoholism
not so
much because they think that its indulgence is evil as because they
think they are going to
derive some good, that is, some pleasure from it. With the
realization that alcohol
is not good,
their taste for it disappears.
Watch
this carefully. Do
not make the metaphysical mistake of declaring that evil is not power,
but believing that good is.
Be
quick to recognize that there is no power but God.
“THE
THUNDER OF SILENCE”
BY
JOEL S. GOLDSMITH
1961
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