When you are sad, anxious, feeling
guilty
or otherwise tempted
know this need not be.
Today’s blog may help those who struggle over Robin
Williams death, their own issues or the issues of family and friends.
If you cannot hear the voice for God, it is because you do not
choose to listen. That you do listen
to the voice of your ego is demonstrated by your attitudes, your feelings and
your behavior. Yet this is what you want. This is what you are fighting to
keep, and what you are vigilant to save. Your mind is filled with schemes to
save the face of your ego, and you do not seek the face of Christ. The glass in
which the ego seeks to see its face is dark indeed. How can it maintain the
trick of its existence except with mirrors? But where you look to find yourself
is up to you.
I
have said that you cannot change your mind by
changing your behavior, but I have also said, and many times, that you can change
your mind. When your mood tells you that you have chosen wrongly, and this is
so whenever you are not joyous, then know this need not be. In every
case you have thought wrongly about some brother God created, and are
perceiving images your ego makes in a darkened glass. Think honestly what you
have thought that God would not have thought, and what you have not thought
that God would have you think. Search sincerely for what you have done and left
undone accordingly, and then change your mind to think with God's. This may
seem hard to do, but it is much easier than trying to think against it. Your
mind is one with God's. Denying this and thinking otherwise has held your ego
together, but has literally split your mind. As a loving brother I am deeply
concerned with your mind, and urge you to follow my example as you look at
yourself and at your brother, and see in both the glorious creations of a
glorious Father.
When you are sad, know this need not be. Depression
comes from a sense of being deprived of something you want and do not have. Remember
that you are deprived of nothing except by your own decisions, and then decide otherwise.
When you are anxious, realize that anxiety comes from the
capriciousness of the ego, and know this need not be. You can be as vigilant against the ego's dictates as for them.
When you feel guilty, remember that the ego has indeed violated
the laws of God, but you have not. Leave the "sins" of the ego to me. That is
what Atonement (correction, or the undoing of errors) is for. But until you change your mind about those whom your ego
has hurt, the Atonement cannot release you. While you feel guilty your ego is
in command, because only the ego can experience guilt. This need not
be.
Watch your mind for the temptations of the ego, and do not be
deceived by it. It offers you nothing. When you have given up this voluntary
dis-spiriting, you will see how your mind can focus and rise above fatigue and heal.
Yet you are not sufficiently vigilant against the demands of the ego to disengage
yourself. This
need not be.
The habit of engaging with God and his creations is easily made
if you actively refuse to let your mind slip away. The problem is not one of concentration;
it is the belief that no one, including yourself, is worth consistent effort.
Side with me consistently against this deception, and do not permit this shabby
belief to pull you back. The disheartened are useless to themselves and to me,
but only the ego can be disheartened.
Have you really considered how many opportunities you have had to
gladden yourself, and how many of them you have refused? There is no limit to
the power of a son of God, but he can limit the expression of his power as much
as he chooses. Your mind and mine can unite in shining your ego away, releasing
the strength of God into everything you think and do. Do not settle for
anything less than this, and refuse to accept anything but this as your goal.
Watch your mind carefully for any beliefs that hinder its accomplishment, and
step away from them. Judge how well you have done this by your own feelings,
for this is the one right use of judgment. Judgment, like any other defense,
can be used to attack or protect; to hurt or to heal. The ego should be brought to judgment and found wanting there.
Without your own allegiance, protection and love, the ego cannot
exist. Let it be judged truly and you must withdraw allegiance, protection and
love from it.
You are a mirror of truth, in which God himself shines in perfect
light. To the ego's dark glass you need but say, "I will not look there
because I know these images are not true." Then let the Holy One shine on
you in peace, knowing that this and only this must be. His mind shone on you in
your creation and brought your mind into being. His mind still shines on you
and must shine through you. Your ego cannot prevent Him from shining on you, but
it can prevent you from letting Him shine through you.
The first coming of Christ is merely another name for the
creation, for Christ is the son of God. The second coming of Christ means nothing
more than the end of the ego's rule and the healing of the mind. I was created
like you in the first, and I have called you to join with me in the second. I
am in charge of the second coming, and my judgment, which is used only for protection,
cannot be wrong because it never attacks. Yours may be so distorted that you
believe I was mistaken in choosing you. I assure you this is a mistake of your
ego. Do not mistake it for humility. Your ego is trying to convince you that it
is real and I am not, because if I am real, I am no more real than you are.
That knowledge, and I assure you that it is knowledge, means that Christ has come into your mind and healed
it.
I do not attack your ego. I do work with your higher mind, the home of
the Holy Spirit,
whether you are asleep or awake, just as your ego does with your lower mind, which is its home. I am your vigilance in this, because you are too confused to
recognize your own hope. I am not mistaken. Your mind will elect to join with
mine, and together we are invincible. You and your brother will yet come
together in my name, and your sanity will be restored. I raised the dead by
knowing that life is an eternal attribute of everything that the living God
created. Why do you believe it is harder for me to inspire the dis-spirited or
to stabilize the unstable? I do not believe that there is an order of
difficulty in miracles; you do. I have called and you will answer. I understand
that miracles are natural, because they are expressions of love. My calling you
is as natural as your answer, and as inevitable. ACiM Text - Chapter Four -
The Illusions of the Ego - This Need Not Be
Decision cannot be difficult. This is
obvious, if you realize that you must already have decided not to be wholly
joyous if that is how you feel. Therefore, the first step in the undoing is to
recognize that you actively decided wrongly, but can as actively decide
otherwise. Be very firm with yourself in this, and keep yourself fully aware
that the undoing process, which does not come from you, is nevertheless within
you because God placed it there. Your part is merely to return your thinking to
the point at which the error was made, and give it over to the Atonement (correction,
or the undoing of errors) in peace. Say this to yourself as sincerely as
you can, remembering that the Holy Spirit will respond fully to your slightest
invitation:
I must have decided
wrongly, because I am not at peace.
I made the decision
myself, but I can also decide otherwise.
I want to decide
otherwise, because I want to be at peace.
I do not feel guilty,
because the Holy Spirit will undo all the
consequences
of my wrong decision if I
will let him.
I choose to let him, by
allowing him to decide for God for me.
ACiM Text - Chapter Five -
Healing and Wholeness - The Decision for God
Depression
is an inevitable consequence of separation. So are anxiety, worry, a deep sense
of helplessness, misery, suffering and intense fear of loss.
Deep
within you is everything that is perfect, ready to radiate through you and out
into the world. It will cure all sorrow and pain and fear and loss because it
will heal the mind that thought these things were real, and suffered out of its
allegiance to them.
You
can never be deprived of your perfect holiness because its Source goes with you
wherever you go. You can never suffer because the Source of all joy goes with
you wherever you go. You can never be alone because the Source of all life goes
with you wherever you go. Nothing can destroy your peace of mind because God
goes with you wherever you go.
God goes with me wherever I
go. ACiM- Workbook Lesson 41
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